I have a head and a heart both full of fears.
Fear of doing nothing is one of my biggest fears because I think it’s at the core of what makes me a driven person.
Fear of doing something can also play a part depending on what the something is.
I can’t abide having nothing to do. I’m not very good at “being in the moment” and I quickly get bored if there’s nothing more interesting going on. I’m sure there are easy fixes for this lot but I seem to have bypassed them.
I couldn’t be a security guard or a soldier. My attention is dire and the bad guys would get away with whatever they were doing if it was me on duty. Not sure how much of this is fixable or just an ingrained part of me.
I have the attention span of a goldfish.