I realise I have a problem. Actually I have 2 problems.
The first problem is that I desire to get better. By not accepting myself the way I am I am creating suffering for myself.
The second problem is that I need to drop the “I” in the way I think about all this. Only then will my ego be surrendered.
Perhaps the way out of the bind is to declare “I Am Ab. Fab.”, dispense with aspirations for myself and this blog and carry on regardless.
How do I surrender? Apparently it’s not a doing, that’s how to get rid of the “I”…