Pointing The Way

Whilst not knowing the destination, there are things I can say about the journey.

I have a general sense of conquering my fears. By that I mean that I am confronting them, understanding them and doing my best to mitigate them. I note my use of “doing my best” which implies “trying” which is a Transactional Analysis driver that I’m trying to dispense with. Perhaps I should emphatically say I mitigate the fears even though I don’t know what I’m doing.

The trouble is that when I’m done with one lot of fears the next lot come rushing in and I get disoriented. I’m signed off work with concentration problems and have only just got back to level.

My intuition tells me this all coming to a head. What happens after that is anyone’s guess…

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